Lets See...

If last year there was roughly 100 days of summer and this summer is very similar I'm sure. I have 53 days as of today until I go back to school so that means by the end of the week summer will be half over. Which is ironic when you think about it, because today is the first official day of summer.

At least I know that for the whole month of July I will be working which is great. I don't know about any work in August though we shall see, well at the library anyways. I know I'm going to be working my ass off on desk at school when we go back for the first two weeks, can we say probably a 40 hour check for the first pay period? Yeah it's going to be that insane.

I'm ready though, the only thing I want to do the rest of the summer is have fun with Adam when possible (when we're both not working haha), find some stuff in my room I've been looking for that I really need to find, and then get my bike out so I can start building up that cardio endurance again that I had the summer before my freshman year of college so I'm not dying in aerobics this fall. I know I can do it, it's just a matter of getting back into shape. I noticed yesterday that my lifting at work has definitely toned my arms, maybe not Jillian Micheals toned but if I flex there's definite muscle definition.

So now I just wait for financial aid award letter, which will come in July hopefully. And for roommate assignment which will probably come towards the end of July. I'm more nervous about the second one. What are the odds that I'll get another roommate who's pretty cool?

But anyways I thought I'd just express my excitement at realizing summer is pretty much half-way over. On July 14th, I'll have roughly a month to go. And that's roughly 3 weeks away so yeah. A month and 3 weeks to go. As much as I don't like work sometimes it really does help the days not drag sometimes. Having fun people at work helps like Lauren and Elaine. Anyways I should get dressed or something for the day.

Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone

Hi everyone, sorry I fail at this 30 day song challenge, but lets just do this...when ever I have time and feel motivated to keep going I will. So now is a good time to post day 5 of the song challenge.

3 Weeks Off

The fall semester is over so that means I'm at home for three weeks for the Holidays. Plans include finishing Season 2 of Gossip Girl, starting into The O.C. series, and we have a huge line up of movies to watch. Aside from lots of laying around relaxing and watching various things on TV. I plan on hanging out with Adam, possibly going to a hockey game or some other stuff we come up with haha.

Anyways I'll possibly update this more over these three weeks. I like not having homework to think about. :-)

Day 96

My 100 or so days of summer are coming to an end. Lately I've been watching a lot of Joan of Arcadia. I was shocked that Adam cheated on Joan...I was like wtf you ass hole. Haha Too into my shows I guess. Only a couple of episodes left though and I'll have seen them all (short lived show only 2 seasons)

Tommorrow Adam and I venture to the zoo, it should be fun. Haven't been since well last summer about this time. Then Wednesday is a rest day and Thursday I'm getting a haircut and then sometime that day Adam and I are going to B-dubs one last time. haha I know I've said that before but this will definately be the last time eating there in the Fort. Then Friday last minute packing before heading to Muncie or dare I say home on Saturday. Seriously ready even though I got an email today saying that the Atrium will be the only dining location open until lunchtime on the 19th...boo. Oh well haha. Atleast it's better than being here until then. The 19th we will eat dinner at Woodworth to celebrate being back together..or maybe anyways haha nothing is set in stone.

Alright well I think I may either go for a bike ride or watch my last two episodes of Joan of Arcadia.

Day 94

You know, I think I"m getting better at this gift thing I really do. I know this one will be liked a lot. I'm pretty proud of myself haha. Went a little bit over budget but would've spent more if I wouldn't have bought it online, especially new. But that's all I'm saying about it. Plus it's all in the hands of the US Postal Service now.

Anyways Adam is actually on his way over right now so we can go bike riding and hangout and such. So that'll be fun. Hopefully it doesn't rain. Looks like it could but the radar shows it all north of us so we'll see.

Umm...might start packing tommorrow...again we'll see how motivated I am.

Ok well I'm going to go finish getting ready tis all for me now kidz.

Day 81

So this weekend has been pretty great, aside from me spending too much money haha.

Friday night Adam and I made homemade mac and cheese and watched a movie. Saturday we went to the mall had Sarku of Japan and I ended up buying a chair and a mattress pad thinger majigger haha. Then today he shows up at my house with cookies, just because I randomly said they sounded good.

Yesterday I also began organizing a little bit for packing purposes. Mostly just freed up a bag and threw some stuff out. I'm saving the clothes sorting for the last possible minute or few days any ways.

This week...possibly jury duty, B-Dubs for sure Thursday night with everybody, and whatever else happens. We shall see.

Still don't know if I'm working any longer than this week, I suppose I'll find out sometime this week considering the first day of August is Saturday.

Alright well just going to hangout for a bit then shower. Exciting I know.

Day 78

So yesterday was a good news day, Adam is now officially an independent student, which means he's coming back to school with everyone! YES! Oh and I emailed my new Hall Director and I am still on opening committee so I get to move in on the 15th, which means I'm only 22 days away from moving in. Oh man I can't wait. It'll be great being back in Muncie.

Next week is potentially my last week of work unless I get extended a few more days into the following week we shall see. I know it's not the most exciting job but I'm willing to suck it up and hang in there until August 7th to haul in that extra paycheck. So we shall see, August schedule should be out sometime this week or early next week.

Everything is slowly falling into place, and I can officially be excited now. The only that could be better is the weather, seriously doesn't feel like July at all. It's rainy and chilly most of the time here. Blah. It definately hasn't been a hot and humid summer at all.

Ok well I should probably start to get ready for work today, so I can eat and such before I leave. Just have to get through 2 work days so I can see Adam again...whoo.

Day 70

Well today turned out a million times better than I expected it would.

Went and saw Harry Potter with Adam, caught the 10:30 showing, then went and had lunch at Sarku of Japan, and we hungout for a little bit after that before he dropped me off at home so he could head to work.

So I was bored and I'm the quest for a backpack so I thought hey one place I haven't checked out is Kohls, so I did, found one I liked and it was onsale. So I called around to different stores and found one that had it haha. So we went and got it after we picked up my mom from work. Beats paying 7 bucks for shipping and it should do the job and hold up better than a cheap Walmart one.



Speaking of Walmart went there and they had sheets; bright blue ones, that I had been eyeing the other day when Adam and I had gone to Walmart for $7.50 so I was like ah what the hell why not. So I bought them too.

I'm pretty sure I'm done spending big money this week. I get paid next Friday...but still don't want to go crazy. Besides I don't really have anything else I want. No, I don't plan on buying my $60 hoodie wishes anytime soon haha. Nor do I plan on buying any new clothes aside from socks and stuff like that. When I'm done with work, I'm just going to sort through the things and see what I do and don't want to take back. But yeah all my major spending is done until it's time for text books...oh boy.

Now I'm watching Blues Brother's 2000 and waiting to eat and such, but once again it's almost 9 at night, my parents are at Borders and no food is being cooked. Luckily lunch was super good and I cleaned my plate lol so I'm not super hungry but I could eat. Ah oh well back to the movie.

Day 52

Good day, just started too early and didn't sleep all that many hours last night. So I'm pretty wiped out right now. Definately going to bed early tonight. If I don't fall asleep sitting here right now which could very well happen.

Too tired to really think of anything but sleeping so yeah, just wanted to let you guys know I'm still kicking and glad I only have 4 days to work this week. 3 Day weekend next weekend! Yes! Plus already looking forward to Thursday night. Hopefully this week will be alright...just need to start it off well by being well rested haha.

Alright well I think I'm going to lye down and put on an episode of ER to watch.

Day 48

So I have to admit that I probably should've gone to bed earlier than 1 AM last night. I am pretty tired at the moment but I was enjoying the conversation too much to even consider getting offline any earlier. Plus work being incredibly boring today didn't help me much either.

Only three more days of work till the weekend, and then I get to spend all day with the Boy :-). Seriously can't wait.

I am randomly watching a show about stress on PBS. Yeah, I'm the only kid you know who willing turns on PBS to watch something on a regular basis haha. It's a National Geographic Special haha.

Well I'm not sure what else I want to say so this is it for me tonight.

Day 47

Wow, almost to day 50 of summer break. Awesome. That means the days till we go back are getting smaller. Although when I think of that now, I get a twinge of nervousness in my stomach. He's told me not to be nervous about it, but I can't help it. School won't be the same without him there. I'll go to class, work, and when I'm not doing that I don't know what I'll do. I suppose study, and be incredibly bored and lonely. I think that if it ended up being that way, my sophmore year just wouldn't measure up at all. Knowing that he's stuck here...miserable would be incredibly hard for me. Yes I do care about him that much. Yes I am scared and worried about this. I don't want going back to school this year to be bittersweet. I want this all to go away, and have it just be a dream, a prank even.

So please send good thoughts our way please. So everything works out...I can't leave my other half behind. I can't. I think that might cause a huge regression...and I don't want that at all. The possibility of that scares me too.

This past year and mostly good things happening to me was definately a new thing for me. A good new thing. But I don't want this next year to be the opposite. Can't we just build off the good things?

I know...I'm a pathetic worry-wart, but sometimes I just can't help it, especially when it comes to the person I care about so much.

Day 42

We're 18 days away from approaching the two months at home mark. At that point, I'll only have roughly 3 weeks of work left. Whoa. Not that that is a bad thing.

Had today off since I have to work Saturday. It's been nice, spent the morning with Adam. Took a nap this afternoon and woke up and swallowed and had the worst pain I've ever felt in my life in my throat and ears. Oh wow, my throat still hurts when I move my head in a certain way and when I swallow. So yeah...what the heck?

Drove around in the Audi today, I don't know I think when I get a car, I want something younger, not that it isn't nice to drive...but I felt kind of old driving it haha. Plus, no aux out on the stereo...lame. Stuck listening to lame ass Ft. Wayne radio stations...blah. I've actually gotten a lot of driving in the past two days haha, I've literally been all over town. Tommorrow I do it all again as well. I dunno it's just unusual for me.

Not looking forward to the next few days, blah. I want to fast forward to Monday, please and thank you. Plus I get paid again next Friday. Hopefully this computer won't act up again, yeah it had another one of it's...Hi I'm not going to turn on for you episodes this week. Grr. I really don't want to be dropping that kind of money for yet another laptop, plus going through a laptop a semester, probably not good. Ah well I need to find something to do this weekend, gotta have something to look forward to. We'll see what I can come up with....

Ah well have to go pick up the moms soon, so that's all for me now.

Day 39

I'm pretty sure I know who the Nobelsville blog reader is...who infact doesn't even live in Nobelsville...who actually lives about 2ish hours North of there. Haha. I have a feeling somehow Adams computer/ipod thinks it's in Nobelsville for some reason. Yep...pretty sure the mystery is solved.

Is it bad that I have growing list of things that I'm mad about for a certain person? Just feel like majorly yelling at them. But seeing as I haven't talked to them in awhile I don't know how'd that go and they'd probably be like what the hell? Ah oh well, doesn't change the fact that I hold things against them. Eh.

I'm stuck on what to write at the moment...I mean in this blog anyways. So many things have been swimming around in my brain today. Things that have said...go outside more, you wear entirely too many t-shirts, be more risky, make a difference in people's lives. I don't know...I haven't really been thinking about anything bad...just I don't know about the possibilites that life presents. I don't know...I have big dreams I guess...I just hope they aren't all pipe dreams.

"May Your Organs Fail...Before Your Dreams Fail You..."

Day 37

Tired, my lips are extremely chapped. We were at CVS tonight too..should've stopped into to get some chapstick...wasn't thinking lol. Luckily chapstick is cheap, I always seem to lose those stupid things. Plus I can buy it with the dollar I found today haha.

I don't know what I'm going to do tonight, should've went upstairs on my lunch and looked for a movie...but didn't ah oh well...maybe I'll read or watch some ER. We shall see, at the moment I'm hungry and ready for dinner.

I don't know lately at work I've just felt like a loser, I'm the youngest one there, and I feel like everybody talks down to me. I know I'm not as "stylish" or whatever as the other girls, but why waste the money on clothes I'm only going to be wearing regularly for a couple of months? Ah I don't know...work is just kind of a lonely place unless I'm interacting with kids in the computer lab...that's become my new favorite place to be.

Plus I've had the reverse homesickness kicking again...just longing to be back in Muncie. Gah, I'm seriously really really really really really looking forward to school. Oh how I miss it. I miss Noodles...I miss Atrium food, I miss Woodworth food, I miss super hot shower water, I miss music in the bathroom, I miss being with Adam and my friends everyday, I miss Late Night, and movies, and just all of it. Gah I'm pathetic aren't I? Ah oh well...that's how I feel.

Oh! And I talked to Jake last night and found out that Matt and Ethan are coming to BSU in the fall..Schweet. Well mostly about Matt...never really hungout with Ethan. But should be even more good times. Although they'll be living in the honors dorms boo. Ah oh well...still looking forward to going back regardless.

And...to whoever you are from Nobelsville who is constantly reading my blog, Hi!! I still have yet to figure out who you are and if I know anybody from Nobelsville. Last summer I got lost there on the way to Warped but that's about it haha. Maybe it's the guy from Goodyear who gave us the directions haha. Doubt it.

Day 35

Oh, what a day...

It rained today so the library was esepcially busy. I had to assist numerous patrons today. And the two hours I worked Desk 2 were complete chaos. Plus after that I stayed out on the floor for the next hour to pick up a bit and make sure things didn't get too crazy again because Meg was left there to fend for herself without a computer room person to assist. Things that happened today; Some kid peed themselves in the computer room gah, a toy got thrown up on top of the playscape which I had to track a ladder and retrieve myself, I had to call security on a group of older kids who were smoking and wiping their noses on the windows. All that coupled with helping numerous people find books they were looking for and pushing the Summer Reading Program on yet more people has worn me out.

Oh and did I mention that the weather is making my body currently hate me? Yeah, ask me what joint doesn't hurt at the moment...knees, fingers, wrists, shoulders.

I also found out today that it's a good thing I got hurt at school or I would've been screwed if I had really seriously gotten hurt/sick in the future. Stupid insurance company. Not that my shoulders have fully recovered....they still ache when I stretch too far or sometimes while I'm just sitting....things take time to heal when they get used all the time heh.

I think that I'm going to collapse into hopefully a nice deep sleep....I need it. As much as I want to talk to Adam...I hope he understands. I really have been longing to see him though, and I truely can't wait for this work week to be over so I can see him. Knowing that...really helps pull me through the week.

Day 28

Ah well the best part of the day was looking up from doing something and seeing Adam walking into CHI, I was like whoa...but good happy surprised whoa. :-)

Felt kind of blah all day, not really sick but not the best either. Kind of like my body saying, hey a cold is coming or I'm fighting one off. I'm hoping it's the latter of the two. Plus been super tired this week. Fell asleep last night before 10 while reading Twilight, not because it's boring but because I was laying down, and night night after that lol.

Ah well 2 days down and 3 to go this week and then only 7 weeks left of work. And...I get paid next week. Yeahhh. Even though I have yet to spend any money I've earnt from working. Ah, and good news, I'm still in contention for weddings this summer as well too. I got a call either yesterday or the night before to do one this Saturday but I'm working eh but...he said he'd keep calling when more come up since I don't work every Saturday. Yesss...gotta love the tax free money, that is wayyy less boring to earn than the taxable income blah.

Ah well I'm going to read a bit while Adam finishes showering.

Day 16

Wow super tired today...looking forward to just sleeping and not having to get up for work for 3 whole days! YES!

Plus I got to see Adam today YES!

And...work didn't take forever, thank goodness. But I did have something to look forward to. So that was nice.

All I want to do is listen to music for hours upon hours. And sing along at the top of my lungs, no matter how horribly I'm singing. Just like I used to do when nobody was home. It would be loud...like shake my floor loud in my room haha. And every night I would fall asleep to music. I want to fall into that again so badly. I think that's a reason why I went on a music binge last night. Being in silence at work...just drives me crazy. I need the music to help keep me sane. Today at lunch I broke down and actually listened to music, the first time I've done that. It did give me a needed pick me up and got me through the afternoon. Psh who needs drugs, or smoking or whatever I have Adam and Music...what more could I possibly need in life?

Day 8

So if we hit every other it's not a total loss right?

Anyways I actually wrote yesterday atleast a page. Whooo! haha.

Went today with Adam to the library to fill out paperwork before I start on Monday. I think it'll be good. I'm not too nervous yet. Plus having some cash will be nice.
Super nice day today too.

But I'm also super tired, didn't sleep well at all last night, so tonight I'll probably watch some tv/dvds and just chill and hopefully sleep amazingly tonight. I thought about taking a bike ride this afternoon but too tired right now. So maybe tommorrow or this weekend we shall see.

Got Lars and the Real Girl, and Charlie Bartlett along with a disc of Gossip Girl to watch. Plus I still have a lot of ER too.

Alright well I think I'm going to pop a dvd in and chill for awhile.

Day 6 : Yeah I know I'm a Slacker

Been busy though, with various things.

Super tired, didn't know I was up at 4:30ish this morning, and was up until 6:30ish, then slept off and on until 9:30ish. Yikes.

But today was still good and fun overall. :-)

Well seeing Adam always makes any day a gazillion times better!

Tommorrow I break out the bicycle, to prepare it for the summer, and continue cleaning I suppose blah.

But for now...sleepy time is much needed.

Day 2

Have a phone picked out. Just gotta wait for my account to get some funds before purchasing.

Got a bunch of movies to watch this weekend, and probably seeing Adam tommorrow :)

So far...Summer isn't so bad. I still can't wait until August though!