Day 32

Friday and Saturday were pretty awesome...but today I apparently fail. So...yeah, Sorry.

I'm sitting here waiting, I had to go eat, I said well I'll talk to you later, and got the maybe response. So...yeah, that means I fail. I'm never going to get this right am I?

I hate times like these because I constantly beat myself up about it, makes my stomach hurt. Gah.

Somebody needs to give me special powers so I can never be tired, I need to obviously be like the Cullens and not need to sleep...(ahh my nerdy Twilight reference lol.) Sleeping and needing to rest in general gets me in trouble lately. Really it has...but I don't know what to do; I don't function or feel very well without a good amount of sleep/rest which lately I've been lacking...I try to catch up and then catch shit for it...ehh.