Ha Jodie, I Got Color Over Break Too!

So I spent entirely too much time outside yesterday. So much time outside that I got a sunburn. Not even kidding. It was only 50 degrees tops and I still got burnt.....and not like an even burn. The right side of my face got burnt wayyy more than the left, so I look just wonderful heh. And I get to go fill out applications this way...sorry I'm self-concious. It wouldn't be so bad if it was both sides of my face but it obviously isn't and if it was warmer outside. First sunburn of the year....first week of April haha.

Aside from that, yesterday was pretty fun. Just tell me what's so great about playing Pokemon on gameboy? heh. Ah well wish me luck today kids, cross your fingers that one of these apps gets me atleast one interview...and that my sunburn has faded by then lmao.

March Always Ends Well...

Probably because my birthday closes out the month. Just some random stats for today;
Number of weird ass truck drivers waving and honking at us: 1
Number of cities/town in: 3
Number of pictures taken: 11 lol
Number of White Castles consumed total: 6 (3 each plus fries)
Number of times we got lost: 2
Miles driven: Roughly 200
Number of crazy limos seen: 1

So that was my day in stat form. We ended up going to Muncie on the way home to check out their mall. Obviously everyone was in school because man was that mall DEAD, save for the few powerwalking old people or the ones who all sat at the benches that faced eachother just talking. When all is said and done, I ate too much today and I feel like I shouldn't move. So tommorrow I hope it's not raining so I can either get my bike out or go running before or after applying for jobs. Serioulsy if I ate like this everyday...god I don't even want to think about it. Oatmeal tommorrow kidz for sure. Anywho, birthdays just seem to be getting better, the only thing that could possibly top the night off would be hanging out with Matt and the guys haha, I seriously need to hangout with them sometime outside of school.

Alright well my lazy ass self is going to go do something else so that's all for me this March guys. Bring on April!

Spring Break First 2 Official Days.

Yesterday just hungout played some N64 (haha old school right?) Then went over to the grandparent's house for dinner & birthday cake. Got a Sears giftcard so we headed over there today. I got some pants, shorts, a jumper, and shirt. Yepppp. It's my last day as a minor ahh!

Tommorrow is the DAY! Yes! Then Tuesday I'm going to go apply for jobs at Georgetown, for real this time granted it isn't raining cats and dogs. Speaking of jobs once I get a job (I'm thinking positively about this.) I need to purchase a few items, low top chucks, ipod shufflicious(lol)..and that's pretty much it for now. Most of it is going to go to the college thing. But I figure err 90 bucks for some enjoyment won't be that bad. I should be good on clothes for awhile aside from picking up some cheap tanks at either walmart or mejier. Then I just have to get a comforter, a new pillow, my laptop(*fingers crossed*), some bathroom stuff and I'll be ready to go.

So yeah, I'm pretty stoked for about a million and a half things right now. Let's hope everything goes as planned this week...including Wednesday and hanging out with Joshers. No rain on that day either pleassse. Ok well I'm going to stop before I sound even more lame and cheezy.

Spring Break 1st 8ish hours.

It felt amazing walking out of that school building today. Knowing that this is Spring Break, 08'. Spring Break, Senior Year. Sure the weather isn't supposed to be great, the temperatures aren't even supposed to surpass 50 degrees, (gotta love Indiana weather right? ha.) But dammit I'm totally looking forward to all of this. It started really in 4th period. We lounged around had a few laughs and played cards, what's not to like about that? Plus I got a 94 on my Pre-Calc test. YES KIDS. MY LIFE RULES RIGHT NOW.

I have a life this year. Maybe not a huge one, but more so of one than years previous. I have plans with people, actual friends, not just family. Matt wants me to go out on my birthday, buy cigars, get a tatoo of a White Castle burger haha and then go to White Castle at 4 in the morning. I just laughed. I'm not that wild. Plus I'm not into smoking and what not. Plus a tatoo of a sandwhich? Eh, I think I'll spend my money else where first.

I'm going to live this week up, I'm not going to let myself sit around, even if it is supposed to rain...haha. Or if I am stuck inside I'll do something worthwhile. Relax for sure though. I'm looking forward to not having to wake up at 6:30 every morning. Sooo nice. Maybe watch ER every morning on TNT. We'll see if the TV is occupado. Let's hope the next 9 days are as amazing as I hope them to be.

I Liked You Better A Year Ago....

It's been a good day, for the most part. Especially for music. On a whim I downloaded Icky Thump by The White Stripes. I'm lovin' it to say the least. Plus I also decided to see what music was left on my D drive leftover from God...freshmen year on my old computer. Found some oldies but goodies. Blame It On Rio...yes! Their whole first album and the pop-punkiness goodness. Yeah those were the good old days of going to shows almost every weekend. Before all the bands I wanted to see either broke up or changed members and their sound so much that wasn't even worth going anymore. Sure we have The Method To My Medium now but sorry, I'm not into them. I bring that up because I was reading the bands that Bree had listed on her binder and I realized I definately wasn't even into any of them. She had The Method To My Medium listed...I thought about saying hey you like.....I liked em' back in the day when they were still Blame It On Rio and even saw em' live a few times. But I figured she'd just roll her eyes or something and think I'm lying so I just kept my mouth shut, maybe another day, I'll have a music conversation with a girl who's atleast two years younger than me....we'll see. I mean I like Paramore...isn't that hip enough for you youngsters? lol. j/k. I'm sure I like other bands that she's into....but my favorites aren't probably hers. I keep more early 2000's, in my tastes I guess, that's when I got into this stuff in middle school. Props to Launchcast that's all I have to say.

Bring back, Blame It On Rio, Arto, Take Sides, the orginal Saints Never Surrender line up, Corporate Circus, IMPACT, The Ryan Daniels band.....even Free Parking dammit. I'd love to relive my freshmen year musically. Shows just aren't the same, with all the "scene" kids or whatever. Plus I haven't really even heard about too many kids even going to shows anymore. Our younger local scene is kind of dying. Fort Wayne has bars....that's where all the good artists aside from country heh play. So if you're under 21 you're screwed, unless you want to drive literally hours to go see a good show in the middle of the week on a school night.

Ha a local music rant....I haven't done one of those in forever. I only have to get through 2 more days of school! Yes! Luckily we're finishing up almost everything tommorrow so Friday is going to basically be a free day. I'm going to take my Bourdain book to read; Bone in the Throat, in case you were wondering, and just relajarse haha.

And It All Just Fits...

So, I could literally hit myself for saying some things that I said yesterday blogging. Because today some good stuff happened. First off, as of now; I have two prom dates haha. They kinda just asked if they both could take me together haha. So I was like sure. I'm hopefully going with Matt and Jake. Just as friends of course. I told my mom and she flipped out on me. What!?! You're going with TWO boys now?!? I need to meet them. All they're going to want to do is have sex with you and get you pregnant. I HAVE to meet them beforehand. Thanks for the trust. I will be 18 next Monday, yeah not 14. I think I can handle myself.

And....next Monday is a GO. Yes. Just a little worried that the Daleville location isn't opened anymore. Because mapquest wouldn't give me directions...but google maps would and on the corporate website it's still there but we'll see. Just incase I'm googling directions from Daleville to Anderson which isn't too much farther. I always like to have directions just in case even though it is pretty much a straight shot South.

I have a lot of pre-calc homework to do tonight. For real. I spent most of the period talking to Matt and Jake and copying the top part of the worksheet which actually helped me understand what I need to do on tonight's homework. Plus I really should start studying for my Espanol test but we know that's not going to happen ha. Plus I'm leaving in a little bit for the library and the bike store to get ball barings lol for my dad's clock? haha. Don't ask. Greek premires tonight too gah. Even though I probably won't watch it until tommorrow when it's posted online, since I don't get that channel in my room. Yay, for an improved attitude towards things. Seriously being around my peers some how always makes my attitude better. Being stuck at home is seriously bad for me.

Could I Be Possibly Insane?

Part of me is scared shitless of being majorly ill. Part of me wants the attention. I have this sick twisted dream sometimes on a nightly basis of being majorly ill. Certain people come and visit me and take care of me. Certain people don't, and the people that do make those people feel guilty. God, I'm a horrible person.

Am I that selfish? If I ever do get sick like that....don't give me any more attention than you do now. I'd feel guilty, and somehow you'd be playing into my selfish twisted fantasies. So you know, basically don't call, don't write, don't make any plans....just let me be a prisioner of my own mind. Don't include me...like you already are doing. It's nothing new to me. I'm not trying to steal you away from anyone...I promise.

Easter. Not that it was celebrated.

I had to go to church this morning to video tape. It went fine. It just doesn't feel like Easter to me. There was no family gathering. I got home my dad handed out a couple of kit-kats and a chocolate bunny each to my brother and that was it. Whoo. Go us. I made easymac(by the way the italian line is great for a dollar haha), watched ER and then fell asleep. What a day.

As of now I'm pretty sure I don't have anything aside from shorts to wear to school tommorrow. Yeah some how my laundry was neglected. I know, you're sayingl; "Sarah you're almost 18 do your own damn laundry you lazy ass!" Ha easier said than done. I can't do laundry when there are wet clothes still sitting the machine waiting to be dried. Ah well it's supposed to be 41 tommorrow haha. My brother doesn't even have school tommorrow so why his laundry got priority over mine is beyond me.

Yeah. Let's screw Sarah over, no laundry for you. No college for you. (seriously it's up in the air depending on finacial aid sucks x100.) My good vibes have gone sour. Next thing I'l find out is that no nothing next week for the b-day. My 15th birthday was that way. No cake, no nothing. Just me at a funeral home surrounded by a lot of people I didn't even know. I'll be lucky to have a cake, or a few discs of ER to watch that day. Oh you know and some easymac. Happy 18th, Sarah.

God I'm negative today, sorry. I don't feel well. But what's new? I'm frustrated with everything. With my pre-calc, with my damn left side, with my dreams....just everything. Sometimes I wish I could just sleep forever. It'd be a whole lot better than dealing with things. Because sometimes, dreams are better than reality.

Meet Me in the Middle.

Yet another new banner, I think this is the 4th one? I have them all in a photobucket somewhere. Someday I'll make something good on photoshop but for now I just threw it together in 10 minutes tops because I'm lazy like that.

I now officially have a cold. I don't think it'll be anything more than that. Plus it's not that bad...more of a nuisance than anything else. As long as it doesn't get any worse I'm ok with it. Extreme weather changes all the time are throwing all our bodies for a loop. Lets take this time to applaud Indiana weather...BOO.

I went this morning to Best Buy and got my HD converter box for my Farmer 5 TV in my room. I'm up to 12 channels now haha. I wish our stupid local Fox affiliate would get their act together though. They're not digital yet so I have to switch over to the analog signal to get Fox, which is annoying. But I now can watch Jerry Springer in the middle of the day, what more could I possibly want? haha. By the way if you need a box and haven't signed up for the government coupon get on that....40 bucks off is great especially if you don't want to pay the original $60 price. I paid $23 out of pocket and got reward zone points. Now I just need some birthday cash to start flowing in so I can buy some other clothes items I had in mind heh.

Good things are happening. Fun things. Things that make me smile. Aside from this cold, a burnt tongue lol, and the weather, life is good.

Moving for the Sake of Motion.

So I'm actually kind of excited about the NCAA tournament this year. If I get bored enough I may even watch a few games. Ha. I might actually have a shot of winning one of my brackets. I have Oklahoma going all the way in my first period one haha so we'll see. And in third period we got randomly assigned two teams and if our team wins we get a gatorade. So I got San Diego blah, and Pittsburgh who possibly could win it...atleast Bobby Knight seems to think so. I just think it'd be funny if I won, because we did these all the time in middle school and my picks were horrible, so maybe...I'll have better luck this year.

Lunch today was disturbing...stupid Kyle's girlfriend having C lunch now. 1 word: WHIPPED. She has that boy wrapped around her fingers. Plus she pets him like a dog...it's disturbing. So jokingly Richard goes up to Kyle and starts doing the same thing to him haha and Kyle was like what? Yeah, Jake and Matt want to start and anti-Bree website because Kyle acts totally different around her and it's annoying. Not too mention I don't need to see groping and making out while I'm eating....thanks.

Our new warm ups in Lifetime sports...killer. Three laps, karaoke, but kicks, high knees, some weird ass inch worm thing...very summer gymy. Plus I did a mile on the tredmill today haha that was before we did brackets and played a bit of soccer.

Oh and watched Bill Clinton's live speech from the Grand Wayne Center last night, in my opinion he's a pretty awesome public speaker, he actually kept my attention the whole hour he talked. I'm not even registered to vote though uhh whoops ha. My friend Jordan got her picture taken with him and touched his hand haha. She's going to see Hillary Friday in Terra Haute I guess? I don't know she's going down there for a college visits and Hillary is supposedly going to be there that day as well. It'd be cool to meet a president, current or former...someday I will...just you wait.