Day 11

I'm having one of those days where I just want to sleep and stare blankly at the TV. Everything I seem to do or say is wrong. It seriously makes me question why I even bother doing anything anymore. Maybe it's time to be a hermit again, and hole up in my room for the summer. Lock the door, and stare at endless tv shows all summer.

I don't know, I'm just really mentally drained right now. I have too many things swarming through my brain; work, home life, me not being good enough, I don't know just lots of things. Is summer supposed to be this hard? If so...I'm ready to check out.

Plus this pounding headache isn't helping the situation any. But what can I do? I'm stuck here for the next 3 months.

At this point, I'm really starting to question if everything will be ok.