Wahhhh....

So I just got back from Target a little bit ago and they didn't have my shoes....wahh! So dissappointing. And I'm considering buying the 40 dollar real ones but then again maybe I should just calculate my shipping costs and go buy a target giftcard and order them online! YES! It'd still be way cheaper than buying the real deal...and these shoes....like speak to me...I dream about them geesh! Yes, that's what I think I'll do. Luckily my feet have stopped growing and I know what size to get.

So I have to start cleaning my room...I think I'll start with my desk first...I'm trying to remember when we had hostess cupcakes...there's a wrapper in my cd rack thing haha.

Tommorrow or later today I want to post some end of the year stuff...but I really should start cleaning....and yeah. Blah. Hey! I finally put those mp3s on my stupid mp3 player only to find out that the USB port that my cord was plugged into is now DEAD. UGh. So I had to take out my wireless adapter and plug my cord into it's dock just to put friggin' mp3s on my mp3 player. I think I need a new computer..one with USB ports in the front so I don't have to pull the whole freakin' case out just to put something on my flash drive GAH.

OhmeGEE lame...

So this morning I had a dream about going to this wacked out Target to get those shoes as mentioned in previous entry. Haha now that must be a sure sign that I gotta get em' yep.

I acquired a walmart giftcard today...so yeah. That requires going to the otherside haha as in it's across the street from mejier and all my people work at mejier and I've gotten accustomed to shopping there. Ah well I'm sure I'll find something to buy there...Like uh...I don't know I've been thinking about investing in a straightner...But I'm not sure I have the patience to use one haha. Or, I could get a movie or something. Ah we'll see no rush to spend it.

I actually worked on my History final today while the internet was down and did dishes like I was supposed to. Be proud of me....I deserve to spend that 15 bucks on those shoes dammit! They better have them and in my size or I'll be sad :-(

Ah well I'm hungry the noodle junk I had for lunch is wearing off.....I'm off to bug the rents about what's for din din.

Silly Kids!

Why do people think you'll get carded if you buy a parental advisory cd? You don't. Atleast not around here, and I've never met anyone who has been carded for buying one. For an R rated movie yes....but a p/a cd you've got to be freakin' kiddin' me. I've bought cds at basically every major retailer in town and have never been carded. Borders, Best Buy, Mejier, Target....they don't card. Geeze it just makes me laugh when I hear kids talking about how they were so glad they didn't get carded when they bought a parental advisory cd. I've been buying them since I was 12...the biggest problem I faced was convincing my parents that what was on the CD wasn't that bad at all...

I'm glad they didn't hear the Wayne Gretzky bonus track on the Goldfinger album I bought a few years back. Haha my headphones most definately got passed around to every person in my class on the way back from Cedar Point to listen to that song. Plus don't kids know that an easy way to avoid the hassel is just to download the p/a cds?!? derr....that way your parents probably won't find out anyways.

Eh whatever...the only worse thing is a censored cd...gah. Which is why I hate buying CDs at Walmart because all they have is edited versions. Gah. I bought Take of Your Pants and Jack there...and I came to find that after I downloaded it that they basically removed all the words from Happy Holidays You Bastard. Gah! Plus I didn't get the bonus tracks like Fuck a Dog , and When You Fucked Grandpa...and haha. Yeah. Same goes for Radio Edits too....But screw the radio..gah. May I express once more that I miss x102.3!! Gah!

Things I like always are discontinued...or if it's a band..they'll break up. Trust me on this one. I'm like a magnet for bad karma. Maybe I should've reposted those stupid chain letters that always get passed around because bad karma follows me like my pesky brother haha.

Hopefully 07' will bring better luck...*fingers crossed!*

*Insert Cheesy Title Here*

So there should be a law that says Sarah can't have a winter break because it makes her incredibly lazy. Plus it makes her sit on the computer too much which is baddd for her. It also makes her think about spending money and gives her the leisure time to sit and shop online for things haha. Like you know for things like these: http://www.target.com/gp/detail.html/ref=br_1_12/601-1734262-2830558?ie=UTF8&frombrowse=1&asin=B000FDMWQM

Mostly because I'm too cheap to buy the real deal...and I don't like the checkerboarded ones because they make my feet look fat lol. I tried a pair on at Journey's last January..blue checkerboarded ones..HORRIBLE looking on my feet. So yeah, I think I might be making a trip to Tar-jey...(yes....Sarah pronunciation....deal with it.) this weekend to see if they have these puppies...if not oh well..I'm not paying 4 bucks for shipping. Psh. I only did that with my coolio jacket I bought this summer and it was totallllly worth it. I'd only do it if I had a target giftcard...which I don't. So yeah. I deal in straight up cash....gift cards are ok..but I always end up with like $1.50 left on them and never get around to spending that.

I've also been listening to a loooot of music. Yeah...pretty much constantly all day...my lastfm charts this week and next week are going to be pretty insane...they'll look like summer charts. Although I have cut some music that I have on CD out of my library to make room for more downloaded stuff. I've been getting into Sufjan Stevens and Lovedrug lately.

There are things I should be doing during the day....like learning lines for one voice and working on my History final, but I figure I have all next week to do that. Eh...TOMMORROW I'll start doing that stuff tomorrow just so I can get it over with. Gr.

Ah well the mommerz just got home so until next time....hasta luego!

Fa la la la la la.....

So...today was fun. Well third period was fun. First period was boring I sat and played games on miniclip the whole period. I suck at virtual tennis...haha. 2nd period we had a test and a "severe weather drill" Boring.

Third period was awesome, we had a white elephant gift exchange and the first thing I picked was this sushi set...and then it got stolen from me so I picked up another gift and got a porcelain shoe...ugh and that got stolen from me and I ended up with a coloring book, pop corn, and hot coco....atleast it was better than the stupid shoe. Then we broke out the food....oh man so much junk food, brownies, chips, salsa, cookies...yumness. Then of course we got the music going and people started getting crazy. Then we decided to play improv games. We played freeze and there were times where we were all literally on the ground laughing. Great class period. Plus we had a sub so we got away with whatever we wanted. The whole thrusting incident was great..and then the whole fake makeout session thing with Josh ("Bob") haha...good times. We were all really hyped up on sugar and excitment after that class.

4th period I was still buzzed from the sugar...so I couldn't like sit still....and now I'm crashing and like super tired...gah. So I think I'm gonna go lye down and wait for Home and Improvement to come on. OH YEAH, I finally got paid for my stupid thing I did at the Marriage Seminar although We were supposed to get 50..and we only got 30....ah well it's still better than nothing.

It's just the Same Old Story....

So basically you can just disregard the majority of my previous blog. Mostly because due to recent events that have occurred to Boy B this week...You find out how much of a jerk the guy is...and how boobs make all the difference to him...eh whatever.

That doesn't mean I disregard the part about Boy A though....I still have to be open to meeting new people ya know? But there's nothing more that I hate than a guy that shallow and sexist....grr.

Maybe it's time to give up on high school guys...and just wait for them to grow up...if that ever happens. Ha.

Sarah + guys always end up just being friends....and nothing more...Why? See above, among other reasons.

Taken Back by You.....

So I've made up my mind. I've finally decided to move on. Yes, I know that only took a bazillion years. But I have good reason for moving on. Boy A...yes I'm going to be talking terms of Boy A and Boy B just because I'd rather not say their names. If you figure it out....awesome job and good for you!

Anyways Boy A quite obviously is intrested and someone else and all I ever wanted for him was to be happy. So let those two be happy with and for eachother. We're still friends anyways so it's not like I've completely lost him. Plus obviously it was never meant to be. I lost my chance....I chose infatuation and didn't know a good thing when it was right in front of me.

This brings me to Boy B whom I met last year...and it wasn't until this year that I've gotten close to Boy B...I've told him things and he tells me things. We support each other. It's nice. Plus he's super nice. I think I know why I've been put in his life. I want him to realize his full potential and I don't think the people he associates with now help him realize that. Plus I find myself missing him when he's not there..and empathizing with him. And just wow....I think I'm really letting my start to get close to him. I don't think I've ever really done that with a boy before in this manner. I mean there's things I would never dare talk to Boy A about, that I've talked to Boy B about. Like sex haha. Even if it is in just a joking way....I don't think I could do that with Boy A he kinda freaks out...when I just mention 2 people making out or something. I think that if I was ever in a relationship with Boy A it'd be kind of ackward in the whole physical aspect of things mostly because we've been friends for what a few years now? But with Boy B....wow...I'm just comfortable. It doesn't feel ackward, going up and giving him a hug or anything. It feels right. Natural.

So...me and Boy B not officially going out or anything. I don't want to rush it ya know? But it's obvious that we both like each other and there's some kind of chemistry between us. Of course that's what everyone thought about me and Boy A....god...everybody thought we were going out. People were shocked to find out that we weren't. I don't maybe someday...just not anytime too soon. If someday our paths cross again and we get into a realtionship then so be it. But it's time for me to pursue other guys...more specifically Boy B.

So we'll see how this works out. At the very least I've made anothe great friend right?

What else?

So I'm writing a blog in an effort to get my mind off my homework that I'm putting off and to stop thinking about a certain guuuuuuuuuyy yes guy. Who yeah is in my 4th period class. Mmmhmm.... yeah. Let's not get into that k? K. :-D

So we went to Mejier last night and you people should so shop there because Matt, Erin and Tom work there..so yeah. Go say hi to them....I'm pretty sure I'll get banned from Mejier just for talking to the employees to much now haha. Anyways me and the mommerz were buying some stuffs and we were all done checking out and realized we forgot oil so she gave me the bags and I went out to the car. While I was waiting I turned on the radio. OUR RADIO STATIONS MAJORLY SUCK! Gah....I tried the Bear....oh good god..every song that they played sounded exactly like the one before it. Then I tried 91.1 and they were playing crap too. So I went to 102.3....formerly x 102.3 and they can't even play any decent spanish music...god atleast give me some RBD or Juanes...come on man your killing me here! So Finally I found and AC/DC song on Rock 104...and Queen came on after that...gah. I miss x 102.3 sooooo much. They were playing Folds, and Death Cab, and just so much more stuff that I like compared to all these other crappy radio stations we have. I guess I need to start remembering to take CDs with me when I go places. Or if I know I'm going to be in the car a long while bring my mp3 player with the thing that puts it on the radio...gah...it's so frustrating.

Alright well I guess I should go work on my Espanol Worksheet...blah blah blah...School sucks except for the people...the people rock...the work sucks.

Music...

So I'm bored and my lastfm charts have been updated for last week already and it was basically the 1st week of me listening to regular amounts of music and I feel like talking about them so there. We'll do the top 5 or 10 songs/artists/albums played ect....

118 different artists played this week
282 different tracks played
301 total plays

Artists
1.New Found Glory -16 plays ( are we suprised here? ^_^)
2.Ben Folds -14 plays (gotta love some Folds...ya know?)
3.Brand New - 13 plays ( first chance I got to listen to their new album this week...it's pretty dang awesome. I wish I would've listened to it more actually.....but I'm hoooked on shuffling music so yeah ehhh)
4.The Early November - 11 Plays
5.Prozzak - 11 plays (so....yeah...super catchy and awesome. Hard to find but I found it a few weeks ago and have been playing them quite a bit.

Songs
1.Baby, Come On by +44 - 3 plays ( love this song...)
2.It's Not Your Fault by New Found Glory - 2 plays (good song...not my favorite off the album though.
3.Don't Love Me That Way by Prozzak - 2 plays
4.Drugs or Me by Jimmy Eat World - 2 plays (the song has personal meaning behind it....)
5.Buildings by Regina Spektor - 2 plays (gotta love Regina.....)

Albums
1.Rockin' the Suburbs by Ben Folds (amazing album.....)
2.The Same Old Blood Rush by Cute Is What We Aim For ( just started listening to this band recently....)
3.Dusk and Summer by Dashboard Confessional (....ahh DC....just listening to them takes me back to April when I saw them live)
4.Le Tigre by Le Tigre
5.Room Noises by Eisley (can't wait for their sophmore release...it should be fan flipping tastic....)