I Get Angry When Your Around.....

Everything is so....uninspiring and hopeless right now. I'm dreading tommorrow majorly. I'm so SCREWED. The only thing I actually finished was my English homework....well I finished that well enough just to make Creepy happy. Heh.

I guess it's all just frustrating. I have less than a week until SAT's and now I'm starting to stress about this....and that's not good. Because Sarah and stress don't mix well.

Ah well the show Saturday night was awesome, and besides almost getting a bloody nose, almost getting a guitar smacked into my forehead, and meeting some awesome kids ...well besides Chris I already knew him :P...the most memorable thing was what Tony from Saints said. He said that no matter what you like and where you are in life...if you're not happy...you're the only one who can change that. You have to be the one to take the intiative and change things for yourself. You see..before you can even attempt to try and help and make other people happy, don't you yourself have to be a happy? Or atleast satisfied about where you are in life.

So...maybe some changes in my life are coming. Changes that I need to make for me. So that I can better myself. You know so that when I see certain people, I don't want to punch them....haha.

On a plus note...I think I got almost all of the sharpie from the coatrack last night off of me. (yesss....look confused and say what the hell is she talking about? that's FINE with me. haha.)

Ah.....yes.

So My NFG discography is now finally up to date and finallllly complete as of now. Yes. I just got my hands a on a copy of It's All About The Girls....FINALLY. I've been looking forever and trying to avoid ebay ya know? Heh. So yes. I know it's nothing amazing or spectacular that's for sure. But someday now that I have the whole discography I'm going to have to listen to all their albums in order from start to finsih....I already notice A HUGE Progression from this EP to Coming Home...but wow. I guess it sounds like any band you would hear with some 17ish year old dudes in it. It just sounds...young.

Ok...moving on. I'm no legal to drive....with insurance and all that jazz. But I have to keep a driving log for my insurance thing so I can get a discount or some shizz ya know? So after 30 trips I turn it in and save money...OK ...it's just a nuisance but saving money is always good right?

Show Saturday YESSS! I'm kinda pumped ya know? First local show since God knows when and first any kind of show since uh...last April when I saw Dashboard and I bet you're all really tired of hearing about that. Ha! I really should go do my Chem homework...but chemical equations are really starting to annoy me...so I'm procrastinating. It's what I do. I'm even considering studying some math stuff for the SAT instead of Chem eh.....Well enough procrastination. I'm off.

Sarah's Revelations for Today.

So Today I've decided on some things. Nothing like earth shattering like I'm going to become an Astronaut or something like that. But, some semi-serious things.

I'll start off light and then work my way into the more umm.....touchy things. So I've decided that whenever I get my own place to live..somewhere out in the distant future. If the place is dull and blah and just WHITE. You know, WHITE walls, WHITE carpet, WHITE everything! Then I'm going to go crazy. WHITE is just a very sterile color. I guess some people like it and I'm not saying it's a bad color or anything. But it's just BORING. Don't you think so? So I definately think I'd liven up the place with color. Bold colors. Not like pale off-white crap. But bold primaryish colors. I kind of like the southwestern feel with the deep reds and oranges. But who knows....I'm 17, why am I interior decorating now? haha. I guess this was all brought on because today at school I finally got a copy of the cribs episode with Ian on it...and his house was practically ALL WHITE. Gah. Even the sheets/blankets on the man's bed were WHITE and his walls were so..empty and blah. But each to their own right?

So moving on to the next thing, I've decided that I'm not going to worry about offending my very conservative...very patriotic friends who would probably give a kidney to Bush if he asked. There parents have taught them how to be mirror images quite well I guess. I mention that I have gay friends and watch out...you get the look of death. Whatever.....if someone is nice to me....I'll be nice to them. That's just in my nature. I know I've mentioned before that close-minded people who think that all of life revolves around relgion annoy me. But don't get me wrong, I'm a religious person...probably not a "by the book Christian" but who cares...why should a person's friends and their sexuality affect your religion? Uh...yeah. It shouldn't. Get off your soapbox kids. Welcome to real life. Being prejudice isn't going to get you far....and now you're thinking get off your soapbox Sarah...you're totally off base and are going to go to hell for saying all this crap. Whatever.....judge me if you want. I'm beyond caring. I don't need Negative people in my life telling me whom I can and can't be friends with/associate with. So screw all you haters. I don't care.

Think. Live. Learn. Love. Embrace.

Uh oh...

So I had an oops today in Chemistry. We were doing a lab where we put chunks of Zinc in a test tube and then we were supposed to pour HydroCholoric Acid in the same test tube and I accidently poured a little too much in so it starts bubbling over onto my hand. So....it doesn't really burn all too much. There isn't any visible evidence of it anyways. But ever since 2nd period my hand has randomly stung/burned dully. Which is just simply more of a nuisance than anything else. After that I thought I was screwed for the rest of the day karma/luck wise.

But say hello to the newest teen driver. :-) Not like I'm going to be driving around 24/7. Psh. First off....one car and 3 drivers? Uh yeah. Not to mention GAS. Psh and me = NO JOB. Yeah. But I'm just glad I passed, now I don't have to stress about it anymore. I can focus on stressing about the SAT next Saturday gah....haha.

But....I understand my Math stuff and my new spiffy White Castle Shirt is amazing and people are always asking me/complimenting me about it. Like the random girl at Kroger today. Ah oh well.

Well we'll float on, Good News is On the Way....

So the only thing that could top today would be getting my hands on a rip of Cribs featuring Ian Grushka. Because I was out practing my Parrallel parking when it came on Sunday. Or if anyone happens to know a re-air date that would be freakin' amazing.

So, yeah I just blogged on GJ so I really don't have much else to say for myself, besides the fact that if you've been checking out my lastfm lately my stats suck...because I've been feeling a bit under the weather lately, but I think my music listening has most definately picked up today...now tommorrow I won't be home but after that watch out. Especially since I have a term paper that's due coming up to do.

Alright kids.....that's it for now..by the way, like the new layout/color scheme?

Sometimes you have to realise that the people you thought you knew aren't the same anymore.

Where Is Your Boy Tonight?

So...sometimes Sarah just needs a guy who understands the greatness of her music collection. Or who likes the same TV shows so they could watch them or discuss them or something. It's not like she watches freakin' MTV reality television all day....meh. (which by the way is now an official word. Pretty nifty huh?) She needs a guy who can be serious and fun...and who'll listen just for the sake of listening. She has friends who are guys....sure some of them are funnn and nice....and understanding and listening and yeah...but the little quirks about them get to her...get on her nerves sometimes. She's probably a little too picky I guess....But oh well...she always says whatever happens happens....and she'd rather go out and have fun with her friends who are guys than just sit at home lonely and miserable because she's single...so there.

Oh and I most definately realize I just wrote that all in 3rd person.

How Mainstream am I?

I stole this off of Lastfm and the statistics are from that site and that site only so yeah. Here we go.

"Go through your top 10 artists and add up the total number of listeners. Divide the average by the number of Radiohead fans (Radiohead is the artist with the most listeners). That is your "mainstream percentage"."

My Top Ten

New Found Glory- 135, 847
Ben Folds- 170, 507
Blink-182 - 380,597
Dashboard Confessional - 236,271
Imogen Heap - 183, 515
Taking Back Sunday - 241, 581
The Early November - 90,848
Death Cab for Cutie - 457, 478
Youth Group -42,032
Less Than Jake- 115, 138

Total- 2,053,814
Average- 205,381.4

Radiohead Listeners- 635,997

My Mainstream Rating- 3.096 % uh yeah haha. I'm bored.

The Wheels on the Bus Go Round and Round.....

So I have one shot left...and if I blow it next time....these are my two methods of transportation. Go ahead....laugh...everyone else has. Oh and by the way biking isn't possibly right now...I don't even have a bike...I'm that pathetic. GAH.

What Does My Brother Know About David Hasselhoff? I can't even spell his name right.

So maybe I'm not the best conversationalist in the world. So...I seem to be running out of things to say quite quickly these days atleast when engaging in Instant Messaging. I don't know, yes I am signed on AIM what must seem like 24/7. But in reality I don't use it all that much. Not like I used to anyways. I guess it's become boring and dull and not one of the top ways of communicating for me. I only sign onto MSN because it checks me email automatically for me...and that's pretty nifty for someone lazy like me.

The same goes for Social Networking sites like myspace and facebook. They've become boring, cliche and old. The only thing that's keeping me from ultimately deleting them would be the blogging function. I enjoy reading people's blogs and reading what they have to say. I suscribe to quite a few people on my friend's list on myspace....they're all different and unique and have interesting things to say. I guess sometimes I'd just like to see how people use the whole blogging thing. Some use it to promote/review music, other's as a personal journal/diary sort of thing...the possibilites are endless.

So maybe I'll just stop signing onto messenger. The only thing, is that sort of makes me feel that I'm not available to for people to talk on the off chance that they would for some reason want to. We'll see. I guess this is all just proof that nothing is as good as a conversation that is in person and face to face. Then it sort of forces you to talk to that person because you're not distracted by switching songs, posting on message boards, reading news sites, checking email...ect. Sure we're all master multi-taskers by now but some things just shouldn't be interrupted by multi-tasking. For example: Thinking about a blog you're going to write when you should be paying attention to driving haha.

So get a blog..not saying you have to or anything....but if you feel compelled to do so than do it....and drop me a link....I'll add it to my list of blogs I read. Which is always growing. So fast that I've started a new section on my favorites just for blogs. Haha. I'm a nerd. I know. So, while I go work on my conversation skills, have a good rest of Spring Break..that is if you're even on Spring Break right now.

It was My Birthday Yesterday....

So for my birthday I went to Daleville, Indiana

You're probably wondering what's in Daleville, Indiana. Well the truth is...NOT MUCH. They have a population of under 2,000 people. So basically I go to school with more people than people who live in Daleville, Indiana. It definately had that small town Indiana thing going on. I'd be reallllly bored if I lived there. But and this is a major but and a plus. They have a White Castle there. So yeah the only reason we went to Daleville Indiana was to go to White Castle for my birthday because it'd been FOREVER since I'd had some White Castles that weren't of the frozen kind. See, I live in Fort Wayne Which is where that little loop is on the top right of the state...we have every resteraunt imaginable EXCEPT White Castle and Waffle House. I want to know how these little tiny towns like Daleville get a Waffle House and a White Castle....it's just not fair. Ah oh well so we drove about an hour and a half to get some sliders. And it was most definately worth it. The other part of my present is going to be a White Castle Shirt that says Always Open, Always Tasty.

So overall it was a pretty awesome birthday....especially since we stopped on the way home at the Chuck Wagon to get a half-rack of ribs....yumm...it was a good food day that's for sure.