Day 9 I think...

You miss the things you cherish the most when they're not there anymore. But I think that's how you know that this is for real, and that every longing or twinge of lonliness is for them.

Hopefully it won't stay this way too long... I'm already feeling like a piece of me is missing.

"You're what keeps me believing the worlds not gone dead,strength in my bones put the words in my head, when they pour out to paper it's all for you..."

Day 8

So if we hit every other it's not a total loss right?

Anyways I actually wrote yesterday atleast a page. Whooo! haha.

Went today with Adam to the library to fill out paperwork before I start on Monday. I think it'll be good. I'm not too nervous yet. Plus having some cash will be nice.
Super nice day today too.

But I'm also super tired, didn't sleep well at all last night, so tonight I'll probably watch some tv/dvds and just chill and hopefully sleep amazingly tonight. I thought about taking a bike ride this afternoon but too tired right now. So maybe tommorrow or this weekend we shall see.

Got Lars and the Real Girl, and Charlie Bartlett along with a disc of Gossip Girl to watch. Plus I still have a lot of ER too.

Alright well I think I'm going to pop a dvd in and chill for awhile.

Day 6 : Yeah I know I'm a Slacker

Been busy though, with various things.

Super tired, didn't know I was up at 4:30ish this morning, and was up until 6:30ish, then slept off and on until 9:30ish. Yikes.

But today was still good and fun overall. :-)

Well seeing Adam always makes any day a gazillion times better!

Tommorrow I break out the bicycle, to prepare it for the summer, and continue cleaning I suppose blah.

But for now...sleepy time is much needed.

Day 3

Today was pretty good. Went bowling with Adam, Marc, Charles, his girlfriend and some other people. Then to Taco Bell of course haha.

Also watched Patch Adams this afternoon. And I've decided to pick up reading a new book series. I already know I want to read the twilight series but I need to put holds on the books. So today I picked a variety of first books from different series. Well sorta, I got the 2nd book in the traveling pants series, The Golden Compass, and some other one I can't think of off the top of my head.

I'm just pretty sore right now, and hoping going to my Grandma's house won't be a fiasco like it was the last time we were there. Oh you know, no tornado warnings, no bats, no fearing for my life in the car on the way over and back. One can hope right? But so far so good this summer, the only tears shed have been over realizing that summer is entirely too long and that I'm going to miss seeing everyone everyday.

Ah well back to watching Monk.

Day 2

Have a phone picked out. Just gotta wait for my account to get some funds before purchasing.

Got a bunch of movies to watch this weekend, and probably seeing Adam tommorrow :)

So far...Summer isn't so bad. I still can't wait until August though!

Blogging Summer 09' : Day 1

I just had a random idea to blog on every day of my 102 days of summer. About anything really.

Today hasn't been bad. And it went by fairly fast which is good. And if I keep this habit up my room should be sparklie with cleanliness by the time I get done haha. But keeping busy is definately key and work should definately help with that.

Things that may occur or that I have decided I am going to do this summer:

1. Read the Twilight Books
2. Since I'm working get myself a pre-paid phone. I'll be able to afford the $30 a month to keep it alive.
3.See Adam atleast once a week, hopefully more :)
4.Possible Cedar Point Trip with Adam and possibly Andrea?!?!
5. Find some interesting movies to watch at the library
6. Blog Everyday haha.
7. Listen to some good music
8. Find other interesting books to read
9. Possibly Work on the story or just write more in general. Or at the very least...go back and read.

That's all I can think of right now.

103 Days Until I'm Back at BSU

And that fact has brought me to tears. I love it so much there. How am I going to survive a 103 days here? I'm going to miss everyone so much. Not seeing everyone everyday is going to stink. That seems like an eternity. I hate it.

I just want to be with my friends again.

Summer Breaks are overrated.

I'm Awake

My roomie is asleep but I'm awake thanks to lawn mowers, itchy eyes, and shoulder area pain.

Entering my last three days at BSU for 3 months. I start work on the 18th, at the library...shouldn't be too bad. I'll just keep telling myself atleast it's not fast food.

Anyways, going to go get ready and enjoy the last few days of freshmen year.

The sun is shining....

But I'll never measure up

Felt Something Like....Felt Something Like Love....

I've been up since 7:40 this morning and right now I'm pretty hyper. Don't know why exactly but I am.

It's been an extremely busy week, and I've gotten a lot accomplished. I've already completed all my sociology homework today, and went to a meeting about my presentation next week. I'm leaving in a lil bit to go pass out flyers at the scramble light for Frog Baby.

Only 5 things leftish on my to do list lol. Only one that's due tommorrow...which I will hopefully do before work tonight.

So...boys can be weird. A couple of em' anyways. I just don't get it I guess. Eh oh well. My undying love for a celebirty ended a long ass time ago. Maybe they're a late bloomer?

Atleast the weather is getting better, supposed to be 65 today :)

Ah well I suppose I should try and get back on my productive trail...